Sailing

Blinded mind, swallowed thoughts
Where am I, what says my heart?

don't know what I feel, don't know where I'm at,

don't know what to remember or to forget...

I can't believe, the reflection that I see,

all those red little spots, is that me?

nights full of itches and burning skin,

days of mind injections, without a pin,

searching for a resort of love

where you don't get judged by flaws,

or any kind of imperfection,

where I don't need any protection

can't crawl, crave or yawn,

but hope and hope for the better,

day and night, even til dawn

sailing along a river, til I find the sea,

let me feel peace, let me feel free.

cause all I ever want, is being....

me